Profile intro of @justicett on Minds says a lot, sounds like the old me (40 years or so living that way), before I was crushed by everything into the broken Joker I have been ever since... I can never feel as I once did, no matter what I do, it won't come back... my own memories are like thinking about someone else I once knew rather well for some reason... but that wasn't me... I start laughing at everything and anything without 'reason', no matter how bad it is - the only 'care' I feel for anyone is non-human. I save worms from the rain but if I even hear one muttering of a human voice, I feel nothing but disgust and sometimes rage, even while saving the life of a worm. The pain became so extreme over so many years that pieces of my soul died, often in excruciating pain and other times without my even noticing... until a few days had passed and I lost interest in... certain things. These MONSTERS changed me forever in ways I'm sure you won't like (hate me, yes, it does nothing to me at all anymore... in fact, I kind of enjoy it now). I have no 'advice' for anyone of you in this regard. No matter how great your mission or how highly you think of yourself, yes, given enough time, you will become like us... we all end up here... it might be your greatest fear... and you might scream 'IMPOSSIBLE'... but the way I see it, your only choice is to FINISH your mission, whatever it may be, BEFORE you end up here... because it is inevitable otherwise. You will lose everything in this great battle otherwise... everything! ...as I did. And once you are here, everyone will still be against you... but there is very little pain anymore. You will become 'comfortably numb'.
Sorry about that folks... that was a remaining piece of the old me that still thinks shelling out random warnings serve any possible purpose or meaning in this chaos-hell we all know is nothing but meaningless garbage we all try to fit ourselves into and 'get along' with. LOL What nonsense! Truth is no matter what you do it's 'evil' for someone, and they make ALL the 'rules' up!!! Everything is total shit-nonsense and pure chaos! Back to shit-posting and random acts of nonsense! :> Hahahaha! (Seen any good explosions lately? SHARE!)