Half the channels on YouTube I've subscribed to in the last two years have either been 'banned' (usually bullshit reasons or none at all) or they have just got tired of the pressure and ridiculous randomness of YT in general... and they were GOOD channels that I have enjoyed the content of. I'm sick of this crap as well. The RARE and the DEEP are gone... and all that's left is the common and the banal. Sure it's 'fun', sometimes, but there's nothing DEEP left on YT, nothing for us rare INTERESTING people out there anymore. It's all become... well... just 'television'. That's depressing... and not worth subscribing to anymore. As a result I may just stop bothing to 'log in' to view anything because I feel as if I'm in some kind of bland trendy cul-de-sac of the mundane and nothing new ever comes my way anymore. Also I may have to hide my IP just to get the 'REAL YT' perhaps one last time, as in, truly random videos through strange and unique keyword searches or finding 'less than desirable' (YT censorship fake search results) private or hidden links through other websites that lead back to YT and other superior services such as BitChute. The moral is, "having an account" somewhere is NOT the best thing you can do to get THE WHOLE TRUTH about anything you're freely studying in life. "Subscriptions" tag you, and those pesky Ey Eyes only feed you more of 'what you already know and have already seen', and that's totally COUNTER to actual growth or expansion. Random chaos is the superior location to explore life at the core and throughout the most remote edges of 'sanity' simultaneously. My own words make me miss something from the 90's called (something like) Random (dot com) where a simple random Eye Pee number generator would dial up a site for you and place a button on the screen for you to press 'If you wish to see something truly random', and some websites were boring crap, but some where absolutely stunning art or rare expressions and data that were truly mind-blowing, and I would be asked how I even gathered such data into my awareness... "Fate"... I would say. Sadly I know of nothing like that anymore. The 90's internet is so long gone... depressing. Anyway, I just wanted you, friends, and corporate systems of all kinds, including this website (and I'm posting this everywhere) to know how I feel and what my plans are, because whatever you've created... it's not the BEST way to live, and it never will be, not for me... not for the truly free... in my opinion anyway. Yes I truly believe (and live) that chaos will always win in the end, ultimately... it always has and it always will... the rest is just a human fantasy that they can control reality temporarily... even if just barely... while they are still breathing one more day... you know what I mean... this fake 'physical' crap we get so addicted to or get STUCK thinking 'is all that is', etc, which is another lie to keep you down. So, friends, strangers, 'critics' galore... If you want the old 90's style internet 'back', you know what must be done. You need to become (rediscover) CHAOS! There's no need to 'subscribe' to everything you 'want' unless you enjoy being the play-thing of some invisible Ay Eye that'll slowly drag you into a corner of the internet and suck your soul dry, just like its creators want, under the disguise of 'helping you get more of what you want', like a junkie dealer taking you down into Hell with them. Go back to chaos and you have freedom again... how things used to be. The good, the bad, the ugly, and the truly BRILLIANT... and always ultra rare. You won't be as 'happy' (maybe) as you are right now... but are you, truly?
Just something to think about as you watch this example of another brilliant dead channel killed off by the usual suspects. (I found another 12 channels, dead, today... all good ones, too.) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gzYrK3-3p_Y
RIP Old Tin Man and their awesome in-depth discussions about David Lynch creations (that's why I was there)... *Takes a drink in honour of having 'time to dream'*