To a friend:
AJ going through the same circles he and everyone else always does... Get over-whelmed, break down, come back, claim to be stronger but really they're more tired and broken, over and over again, around in the same circles, until the day they die... and what are they really doing? Fighting their own species. Trying to stop each other from only doing what the root of their own DNA makes them do to survive themselves and this whole world of lies and corruption. At some point, the only choice left to survive this human world is to either die fighting each other, or sit back and enjoy the ride... perhaps shout some FUN ideas out to those still fighting and see what happens next, maybe to many different fighters everywhere, or to simply stop paying attention altogether, to stop caring about trying to CHANGE the unchangeable... because it's true... and to desire to change them is to deny your own self awareness. This human world makes a better wild ride than it does a serious lover. Believe me, it's nothing to get so attached over. Killing one human over another changes nothing at all... plenty more babies being popped out every day that'll take their place and make it all worse anyway... and if you try to stop that from happening, then you are the most evil of all the humans 'worth killing'... and they'd all do you in as the cause of all their problems... because that's what humans do best. Blame others, point fingers, and kill. That's the core of humanity.